Last week I was in front of a group of razor-sharp students in Ethics class. I had been asked to share stories from my life that shaped me, ordered my loves, showed me a direction to walk toward. Telling stories is fun and easy. In the Q&A afterward, though, I found it hard to think on my feet and respond well.
What gives you joy? I love this question, but I wasn’t ready for it, and stumbled around it in ways that make me wish for a replay. The question and my initial response still lingers in my head, so here’s how I wish I’d have answered.
People give me joy. They are unpredictable, colorful, zany. Interacting with people, talking, laughing, hearing their stories refreshes and relaxes me. Silence, closed faces, refusal to interact makes me angry–not a response I’m proud of. I want to live so that anyone feels safe and free to put anything on the table to talk about. I’m not great with conversation and conflict resolution and asking questions to understand but it’s my goal, the direction I want to walk toward.
Simplicity gives me joy. I don’t like details. I don’t like STUFF (pronounced in a repulsed tone of voice), as in things that collect dust or peel or get grubby. They weigh me down and clog my brain. I’m impractical that way, and I’m not proud of it either. I need to learn how to live well in the tension of living in the real world where we need to maintain houses and cars and food. If Jesus’ life showed us the definition of the good life, I see simplicity in His lifestyle. He didn’t even own a pillow. I see Him caring about people, prioritizing them over stuff. I love
- salt and lemon on avocado
- sunshine, sunshine, sunshine
- toddler’s giggles
- gradients of colors like brush strokes on a cherry or apple
- the shape of eyes and sweep of cheekbones
- raindrops on petals
Creating gives me joy. I care deeply that God’s people create more than they consume. I love the process of creating something that didn’t exist before:
- A pot of soup.
- A poem.
- A conversation.
- A doodle in the margin.
- A change of attitude.
In creating, I feel more whole, less fragmented, because the process aligns all the parts of me, and lets me embrace, for a fleeting moment, something of what it means to carry God’s image as Creator. I wonder what kind of woodwork Jesus made, and how His fingers handled a piece of wood. I wonder how He engaged people in conversations.
There’s limited value in putting my joys and dislikes on the world wide web unless it nudges someone else to order their loves, define their joys, and weigh them against what Jesus loves.
What gives you joy?
2 thoughts on “What Gives You Joy?”
the smell of a newborn’s hair
the first pour of french-pressed coffee
the sound of rain on a roof
the swell of “Water Music”
quiet time with God
understanding and feeling understood by a friend
Knowing I did the right thing
Happy children at play
Sourdough bubbles, well, most kinds of bubbles including bubbles of laughter
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