Book Feedback

This is still the best stage of writing a book–being 18 months past the first copy hitting the shelves.  I’m honored and humbled with the feedback I’m getting. I try hard to answer every email, but it’s more difficult to answer letters in the post, even though those feel more special.

Yesterday’s letter had a most wise observation: In your book it sounds like you have life all figured out…but I’m sure you must still discipline yourself to live it abundantly.

She is so right. I have a lot of experience in some things, but am still very much a student, not an expert. So to anyone out there who gathered from the book that I have life all wrapped up, this is the truth: I don’t.

France

Just back from being gone a week, travelling to France and back by ferry, and attending a conference on the Kingdom of God.

The speaker was David Bercot and the hosting community was close to Brittany, but I forget the name of the village, not being able to pronounce it anyhow.

I learned probably about 2 French words, and loved the old-fashioned houses and flowers, and delighted in the fantabulous fresh crescents from the village bakery. Two mornings, Jenny and I sneaked out of the house, drove to the village, bought crescents, and ate them while sitting on a bench in front of the old church. I was charmed. Life doesn’t get much better than that.

There was lots of time for fellowship, getting acquainted with new friends from France, England, and Holland, discussing with old friends I was travelling with, exploring new places, finding more coffee and crescents.

France is a world all its own. I understand more than before why its people are so proud of their language and identity. It is a proud, ancient place, deserving of respect and delight. I didn’t fall in love with it, but I liked it very much.  Especially the galletes and cheese, and St. Malo, the walled city by the sea. Absolutely delightful!

New Release!

The Hope Singers

“Alone I Will Not Wander”

Lloyd Kauffman, director

Now you can purchase a high-quality recording of The Hope Singers. Although these are recordings of a choir which sang and recorded in Poland, most of the songs on these a cappella recordings are sung in English.

AVAILABLE NOW:

1. The new release “Alone I Will Not Wander” (from the 2008 Poland tour)  It was recorded in September of 2008 in Poland by The Hope Singers, a 29-member choir with members from the U.S., Canada, Poland, Romania, and Ireland.

Lloyd Kauffman directed the choir, as well as arranged many of the songs. This recording is an expression of worship, faith, and life in Christ. It includes these 19 songs:

1. Holy God, We Praise Thy Name

2. Se Zhenih griadet (Behold, the Bridegroom Comes—Gretchaninoff) 3. Praise Thou The Lord

4. Sing, Ye Righteous

5. Alleluia

6. Kiedy ranne wstają zorze (With the Morn in Radiance Breaking)

7. Flee As A Bird

8. The Lord’s My Shepherd

9. Boże mój (My God)

10. Take Thou My Hand, O Father

11. The World Needs A Song

12. For God So Loved Us—medley

13. Amazing Grace

14. Cudna nowina zwiastował (Wonderful News)

15. Heart with Loving Heart United

16. O Happy Day

17. Keep Your Lamps!

18. Lord, I Want To Be A Christian

19. Grace Be Unto You

Prices: “Alone I Will Not Wander” (2008) CD $14 + shipping

“Jesus” (2006) CD: $11 + shipping

“Hold Out Your Light” (2004) CD: $11 + shipping / cassette: $5 + shipping

To order recordings, contact: The Family Bookshop 4041 St. Rt. 26E MONTEZUMA GA 31063 Phone: 478-472-5166

E-mail: elmest@juno.com

Where is Home?

Thirteen years ago this eve. we were at friends’ house for dinner–friends I’d never met before. They live beside the sea, and were ever so gracious, and afterwards all of us went to their upstairs room for prayer meeting, and I cried during the prayer.

It was my first day in Ireland, and everything was green and moist and foreign. Now it’s 13 years later, and this is home.

I’ve lived here longer than I’ve lived at any other place, so maybe that’s why it feels like home. But I’m still a foreigner. As soon as I say a word, my accent gives me away, and people know I wasn’t born in Waterford but am a ‘blow-in.’ And when I go back to the US, it’s always most enjoyable and happy, but I feel like a foreigner there too. I forget the American terms for ‘tar macadam’ and ‘foot path.’ And when I want to drive somewhere, I tend to head toward the wrong side of the car.

So I really am not home yet. Because next week I plan to move into another house, but even that won’t be Home, Home.

Even after 13 yrs in Ireland, I’m Homesick tonight.

“Praise Song for the Day” by Elizabeth Alexander

I’m thinking about poetry lately. Which is a switch because I’m not a big poetry fan. I don’t know enough about it to be very knowledgeable, but I know what I like and don’t like. I don’t like to think terribly hard while I’m reading it. I’m thinking that most contemporary free verse is emotional and meets the need of the hour, while classic poetry endures through the heat of the moment, and stays through the years to keep steadying us.

When I was introduced to “Praise Song for the Day” I liked it right away. So it’s patriotic, but it’s real, earthy, and human. That’s what connected with me. Here it is:

The following is a transcript of the inaugural poem, “Praise Song for the Day,” written and recited by Elizabeth Alexander, as provided by Graywolf Press

Each day we go about our business,
walking past each other, catching each other’s
eyes or not, about to speak or speaking.

All about us is noise. All about us is
noise and bramble, thorn and din, each
one of our ancestors on our tongues.

Someone is stitching up a hem, darning
a hole in a uniform, patching a tire,
repairing the things in need of repair.

Someone is trying to make music somewhere,
with a pair of wooden spoons on an oil drum,
with cello, boom box, harmonica, voice.

A woman and her son wait for the bus.
A farmer considers the changing sky.
A teacher says, Take out your pencils. Begin.

We encounter each other in words, words
spiny or smooth, whispered or declaimed,
words to consider, reconsider.

We cross dirt roads and highways that mark
the will of some one and then others, who said
I need to see what’s on the other side.

I know there’s something better down the road.
We need to find a place where we are safe.
We walk into that which we cannot yet see.

Say it plain: that many have died for this day.
Sing the names of the dead who brought us here,
who laid the train tracks, raised the bridges,

picked the cotton and the lettuce, built
brick by brick the glittering edifices
they would then keep clean and work inside of.

Praise song for struggle, praise song for the day.
Praise song for every hand-lettered sign,
the figuring-it-out at kitchen tables.

Some live by love thy neighbor as thyself,
others by first do no harm or take no more
than you need
. What if the mightiest word is love?

Love beyond marital, filial, national,
love that casts a widening pool of light,
love with no need to pre-empt grievance.

In today’s sharp sparkle, this winter air,
any thing can be made, any sentence begun.
On the brink, on the brim, on the cusp,

praise song for walking forward in that light.

My Latest Read

I bought it in a sort of deal: To Own a Dragon, by Donald Miller.

In a conversation about authors in the study room, I said I liked Don Miller alot, but didn’t think I needed to read a book for men.  Gideon said he’s going to buy my book, so I should read Don’s book. Fair enough. And I’ve so enjoyed it.

Which goes to show that sometimes it’s good to break out of your box and read something that’s not specifically for you.  For example, I recommend that singles read Love and Respect even if it’s written for married people and even if the author repeats his premise a million times.

Don Miller has an amazing way with words. He portrays deep concepts in a simple, conversational manner that takes you in and keeps you with him. Maybe it’s fluffy for some people, but I like it alot. And I’m awfully jealous that my parents got to meet him in TX last week at a book convention.

I think if we can learn to write in ways that let people hear our passion without letting it blow them away, that is what will invite them to Truth. I think that’s what was so compelling about Jesus when people heard Him speak.

By the Lion’s mane…

My Inspiration

The wall in front of me is plastered with photos of lots of people I love. They help me from feeling too alone in my study. Among the photos and roster and calander of events is a post-it note with this verse by Ugo Bossi. It is my current inspiration:

Measure thy life by loss and not by gain,

Not by the wine drunk but by the wine poured forth,

For love’s strength standeth in love’s sacrifice,

And he who suffereth most has most to give.

The new job

I had no idea that teaching would be so much work and be so fun. The hardest thing is coming up with enough material to fill 70 min. and still figure in an unpredictable amount of discussion time. Even harder than that is knowing all the resources I have at home on my bookshelves, several thousand miles away. That’s not all bad; it’s making me more desperate for the Source of all wisdom.

I’m helping with writing class, which is fun and jolly. I get to tell them all my pet hates in writing, and read my favorite pieces to them for inspiration. It’s a record-size class, and good potential for excellent talent to be developed. Exciting! Today I will give them a list of over-used religious words to avoid, such as: moving swiftly on, lead guide and direct, at the foot of the cross, in closing…all those things we hear a million times and tune out, so why say/write them?

The 18 young women in the Christian Womanhood class work hard and think hard and dream big, and I’m so proud of them. They’re made of good stuff, and they will make their worlds better. Today’s class will be on Jezebel and her controlling, manipulative ways. ouch. Very convicting.  And the lesson plan isn’t finished yet, so I am swiftly moving on…

Loss and Gain

Today I am sad. There’s much to be glad about but I’m still sad. In these 5 wks at FB, I’ve met God in real, life-changing ways. That’s something to be glad, very glad about, and I am. But the sadness persists–sadness at the loss of immediacy to the people and places that impacted me deeply. Sadness at the second hand that races around the clock.  Heaviness at the weight of my next life assignment.  But over-arching that is deep gladness for everything I’ve been given, and the hope of more. 

It is the most wonderful thing to cry and hold hope at the same time.

God can’t do WHAT?!

Update

This week’s schedule has been: paint and trim in my flat until lunch, and rest/study/sort stuff/pack stuff in boxes in the afternoon. Not being a full time store keeper feels like being on holiday, and I feel responsible to make every minute count. Did I mention that I feel like a new person, not being a full-time shop keeper?

Next week this time I plan to be in northern IN, with relations I haven’t seen for far too long. And then be with them for Christmas. It feels utterly luxurious but when I remember that I’ve celebrated 12 Christmases on this side of the Atlantic, I think it’s ok, and justifiable to be with them this time.

Then us 4 sisters will convene in CA, no less, to be sisters and tourists for 10 days.  O joy! Then I will tag along with one sister to Faith Builders, where I will be ensconced in a student’s world for 5 wks, for which I can scarcely wait. And always having been the oldest sister and leading in everything, it is great fun to be the follower this time.

And then somehow I will find my way to Calvary Bible school in Arkansas to teach a class for young women. This is completely new territory for me, this business of being a teacher. HOW does one go about it? I already understand the grim, determined look I often saw on teacher’s faces as they headed to their places of study.  But right now the grimmness has left my face, and I am full of questions, but excited and in awe of the privilege before me.  By the Lion’s mane, I will do the best I can.